This week’s weighin 308 lbs (same as last week). 

Not much news to update, I still feel like I’m in a slump and can’t seem to muster up much energy or enthusiasm these days. I am focused on doing what needs to be done as far as doctor appointments etc. in preparation for gastric bypass surgery (about 5 or 6 months from now), but I think that it’s so far away that the reality of it hasn’t set in totally. Also I think there is an underlying gnawing sense that “I’m going to fail again any way so why try,” that is simmering just below the surface.

I’m sure eventually I’ll be able to work my way through it. In the mean time, I’ll going to just keep putting one foot in front of the other and doing what needs to be done in spite of how I may feeling.

I got to visit with my best friend Mama Kelly this weekend, which is always fun.  It was a long over due visit.  We try to get together at least once a month for an overnight visit at her house, but these past few months have been so busy with holidays and life stuff that we hadn’t been able to visit much.  My last overnight there was in Oct. 2008.  Right after Christmas we had a brief visit, with the entire family, to exchange visits and have dinner.   I really wish we lived closer to each other so we could get to visit more often. Getting together is always good for both of us and helps of focus on the blessings in our lives and unlock our creativity and laughter.

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